I wrote this after attending one of my last YRUU conferences (which were then called "rallies" in Southwest District) as a youth. To attend the Dallas Rally, I had to drive an hour from Bartlesville to Tulsa, then ride 5 hours to Dallas in a 15-passenger van full of other teens and luggage. It was worth it.
Traveling south
on Friday evening
our spirits are flying
our souls already
are halfway there.
With each mile
we strip off some armor
thick, heavy shells
our friends help as
the music peels it off us.
With each mile
there is more room in the van
as we discard our plates of lead.
The hours slip by under the wheels
we should be tired
we should need sleep
but without our armor
all we need is love
and love is growing stronger by the mile.
At last we arrive
with no armor at all
our souls are naked
and mingle together
with each hug, each touch
a little diffuses
our joy and happiness spread
like contagious diseases
of the soul.
In minutes the church has become
a sanatorium for the sane
in a sick and dying world.
Our armor stays off
for thirty-six hours
but soon we grow tired
from exhaustion of joy
we sleep in ones, twos,
threes, and fives
groups of primes
of our lives.
And soon we must leave
vowing to leave off our armor
and believing ourselves
believing each other
that the person inside
remains the same
when the armor is on.
One last chance
to share ourselves
our souls return
to their proper bodies
leaving gaps and holes
in each other
gaps that were there before
smaller now
but now more painful.
And as we sleep
on a northbound van
the pieces of armor somehow return
and clamp themselves on
and bond with our being
so that when we are home
on Sunday evening
we seem to be
the same mundane creatures
that left on Friday.
And only a T-shirt remains to tell us
it was not all a dream.
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